momentary lapse of reason

a new year... a new beginnig...et all.
02:19 a.m. to be precise and here i sit...staring at the laptop screenw eyes bereft of any sleep..thinking of writing something, albeit the subject matter for the same appears to be forlorn. As has always been the situation with me...i have never known what i want...i ahve always known what i dont. i know i want to write...i dont know what to write.....
it is probably the only escape route to say that i ahve been over-loaded with work....and then i can go on and on justifing myself...but the point is why do i have to do it....i know if i want to i will find a way...its just that i dont have that drive...and this is really a sudden callin when out of the blue i sit and write.... sometimes giving in to sponteneity is adorable, it makes me do things i never regret.
tuch wood...but the present state of affairs seems very close to perfect...u just need to wait and the tide does shift to your favour...
stuff i have been doing:-
1) making myself a nice hot cup of beated coffee for breakfast everyday!
2) randomly planning and going out wid friends
3) being on track...don't know whether its right or wrong...but at least it is some track...
4) not over-thinking
5) enjoying law-finally

totally random,nevertheless,,,feels amazing having written something.