i turn a year older in some 20 minutes or so...but that is besides the point. the point is...birthday surprises and celebrations apart, i am turning old...but does that mean i am growing also?am i getting matured as a person...is my outlook towards things changing??thinking of the past one year....if not anything else...it has been extremely taxing...losing some people very close to me...anil jethu..punno jethu and my mashi.i never realised i loved her so much until this may when i went her place and saw that life-size photo in her room..she was an epitome of liveliness for me.knowing all the ups and downs of her life and yet her zeal to smile and keep herself happy....her singing and chattering...et all....i wish i can live up to it mashi....
lerning so much about people...developing a devil-may-care attitude....truly, i feel the change now that i actually sit and contemplate.i klnow for sure that i am not bothered about people and their reactions anymore. and that is why i believe i am beginning to remain happy for longer periods of time...or so i believe!!!!
if not anything else, one thing for sure...i know what are my priorities..at least for the moment...and i know that it is important to think about yourself and yourself only most of the times.....
albeit there are people and quite a few of them i would always keep before me....
thank you all for making me what i am today....trust me...each one of you had a hand in it!!
