me still in half slumber...i slightly open my eyes and see the man i love the most....sitting beside me on my bed and waking me up saying...ghu ghu shona koi....mamon shona koi......
gone forever are those days when this was a regularity for me....gone are the days when i never realised how i was cocooned from all the vagaries of life...indeed gone are the days when i was a little kid...
not that i am complaining...
just that i am missing my father...my idea of an ideal man...
feeling work pressure...one side of me wants to get freed from all this..the other side keeps pushing me beyond my limits hoping to make me a competent player in this horrid rat race of the law school life...i try i hope i fail and then i try again until i finally suceed!!Don't know what keeps me going...
missing the conversations with baba...missing those rajdoot rides....missing that most secure hug...missing the endless discussions on FOOOOD...missing plotting against ma.....missing home...
grew up wanting to leave home...
grown up wanting to go back......
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